Forgive me, my dearest Louis, I wasn't there for you in your darkest moment, but I'm praying every day for your soul to have found peace in Heaven.
I really hope you're safe. Merry Christmas.
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It is not wise to act on the spur of the moment.
People like to mess with others to see if they are important to eachother. Thats the struggle of might and power. Talk to your friends, to me, or write things down in letters and burry them or destroy them afterwards.
Fatalism makes you feel like a hero and a victim at the same time. Fatalism cuts things down to trust. If you lost your lover, she had you until the end, but you dont know if you ever had her. I was in that position 2 times: I browsed every week, every day of us spending time with eachother and searching for any hint of even one lie, any hint of a moment where I lost her.
Caring and sensitive people like you will need time, but after time you will see her ponticity instead of lack of your qualities. It hurt your trust in your sensing, but everyone can be fooled, therefore, her pretentious expressions of love are not your fault, but hers!
You will see at this in one year from a new view. You will see it might have been worth the time, but not have been worth the person to continue.
If someone criticises you on a personal level it is his lost. It is his view and you're not in need of action. It is not your fault. And if someone is rejecting your love it is not your fault, but her lost.